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My life is good and I shouldn’t feel like shit, others have it worse and Im just exaggerating and Im perfectly fine and im a horrible person cause I made a little too many jokes about hurting myself to my friends in P.E class and honestly im an inevitability horrible person and thats why he rejected me and wont even be friends with me. Im such a shitty friend. Those two friends who told me that they think im cool and kind and a good friend will eventually realize Im a bad person and a bad friend and annoying, they’ll eventually see in me what I see in myself, because eventually I’ll say something wrong. Also I wish I could find romantic love but Im so annoying and clingy I’ll die alone. 😀
Also the energy drinks arent even fucking working on me anymore wtf, I drank 180mg of caffeine and it did absolutely fucking nothing
also I feel so much better after venting
Edit: thanks for the kindness in the replies, I deeply appreciate it ♥️
#vent #sharemystory #mightdeletelater

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Truthfully, you aren't a bad person. Everyone has their own aspects of themselves that they view as less than desirable, and trust me, I relate to that clingy part on a level as deep as the soul. You will be loved eventually, theres always a somebody for someone, you'll get that somebody eventually. As I said in my story post and as Chester Bennington said, "Remember you're loved, and you always will be." Someone out there probably looks at you as the only good part of their day, as the one person who feels relatable and almost like an escape from the stresses of life. There are plenty of fish in the sea, and every fish has it's school / group of fish.
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No matter how much you hate yourself, or how much it seems like everyone does or will hate you, you will always be loved. Jesus loved you so much that he endured torture and death all for you. We are all inherently valuable as we are all made in the image of God. And trust me, there is someone out there who’ll love you more than you’ll ever know. You just need to be patient, and they’ll come your way.
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